tired?

upcoming exams.
Lord help me get through this hell!

scores get worse.
i don't really care anymore though.

body feels numb.
felt really, really sick.

can't concentrate.
lost the intention and interest of everything.

debating about my future.
this is my future, no? why should anyone else debates about it?

no time to have fun.
too busy for myself.

feel lonely at school.
don't even know why.




one problem over another.




i'm trying to be happy because i know that my problems will solve themselves in the end. trying to be cheerful, trying to be strong, but sometimes i'm too tired of pretending. getting too sensitive. get bothered by small problems. even bothered by my own mistakes. think too much of everything. feel like shaking myself and shout straight to my face, 'give me a break!'




maybe i'm turning "labil"?

or just plain tired?